Learning and wrong decisions

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This week @rambo @missy and @lyxzen asked us if there is something we wish we'd learned sooner... Well, those who do not cast the first stone!

I think it's very plenty of things I would love to have learned before, or even knew before... Just like the SG! If I knew it before, maybe you would not see an almost 30 years old one, maybe I would have started when I was 20!

I wish I discovered my love for languages before, so I could have chosen a languages school, and maybe (maybe!) I would be fluent in many languages, instead of being almost fluent in English and still trying to finish learning German. I also wish I had some more time to improve it now!

I wish I knew that I would have tried to become a tattooed model, so maybe (MAYBE!) I would have took care about food! xD

I wish I learned makeup techniques when I was a girl, so maybe (MAYBE!) I would not have been the weird/ugly one for the whole 5 school-years... I also wish my school mates to see me now! xD

I wish I learned to love myself and not to trust everyone telling me that I was not enough.

I wish I learned who to trust and who not, and I cannot give advices on it, you just have to try it on your skin and trust your own instinct. I repressed it too many times, and after it I realized it was right. Always listen to your instinct, even if it disagrees with your heart.

But still, I know my life is what it is only due to the choices and the paths I've been through, and I'm grateful for what I built with my arms and swet. So on Thursday I'll get my new tattoo showing everyone that "ich habe es nie bereut".

Can't wait to show you the finished piece!!

For now I just leave you with this preview from my second set Free Time Boring Time, which will hit the MR within 3 months and 1 week... Who's waiting for it?

A very big hug,

Brunhild

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brunhild:
@hunterbjj335as my new tattoo says "I've never regretted it"... Everything I did, every choice I made, even if it could look wrong, lead me to become who I am now, and I love myself as I am: pijama dressed, on the couch, crossed legs, eating discount fries at the computer. <3
osdon:
I sometimes wonder if I grew up sheltered or something, because I don't seem to have made a lot of mistakes in my life. Though when I think on it some more, it is probably that I just cannot see things I did as mistakes. And I've always been too headstrong to actually care to listen to people trying to bring me down by saying I'm not worth their time, love, etc. I am very glad, indeed, that you do not regret any of it, for, in my opinion, you turned out mightily fine :-)

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