bruiserboy

Blah....
So....
Anyone up for a game of croquet? Canasta? Misery Date? Yes, I do know that all those games suck.
Oh well.
In class until 7pm, I have some cheap grocery store sushi in the fridge.
doop-e-doop-e-doo.....
*snaps fingers*
yeah....

After my bout of insomnia last night, I finally fell asleep around five, and woke up around ten thirty. I ran two miles on the treadmill, which felt great, even with the lack of sleep. After lunch, I got cleaned up, talked to Rolanda for a bit, then went to pick up my sister. While waiting in the parking lot, I wrote the first verse...
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-Ruby-

Saline turns to crimson stain
sanguine hearts for patron saints
give me one last bitter kiss goodnight
before you consume me with your hate
Soft echoes of your faltering voice
memories drowned in whitest noise
hold me close one more painful night
while your ruby lips destroy

Martyred saints, beheaded for my crimes
you lie in death my valentine
My tears wont alleviate your...
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Once again, insomnia has cradled me in her arms.

Put your lips against mine girl theyre playin our song,
Turn around take my hand and I swear it wont take long.
One day I will join you when this illness soon subsides,
And Ill love you with the heart that
Was shadowed by my mind
-Blitzkid - My Dying Bride

Last night, I went to see Harry Potter with my sisters. It was a fun movie, though I kind of liked the first one better, though I cant say exactly why that is. Maybe its because this one introduced Jar Jar 2 (its a kids movie though, so thats easily forgivable). It didnt seem as much like a year in the life of Harry Potter....
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I started the morning off with a bowl of corn flakes, and a nice, long, fast paced walk. It was gorgeous today, 50 degrees, withe clear skies, and a cool breeze blowing the fallen leaves around. I really haven't had much of a chance to get out and enjoy Autumn, other than while raking leaves, which is much less fun when when you have 8...
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Today's fortune cookie reads as follows:
It is a great virtue to love a small creature.

Speak Chinese:
I am tall = W go

It was about 75 degrees in Lewiston. Very odd weather, considering that last week the statewide high was in the low 40s. It kind of put me on edge, because the last time I experienced weather like this in November was during a hurricane. I half expected the sky to open up in a torrent as I walking my dog this afternoon.

I came up for air, a moment of clarity, there was nothing left to breathe. We exist apart from the world, ageless, as we are. I drown my isolation in a citadel of dreams, where I am so far away from where I sit and type. The dice roll, ivory, clinking like the broken glass of shattered marbles. The brown iris of a discarded moppet....
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Rolanda (Demolitionkitten)s birthday was on Tuesday. I still need to get her a bunch of presents, because she got me such an awesome collection of weirdness for my birthday. I know you all love her, so be sure to wish her well if you havent already, if you can.
I posted a new photo for my profile. If its still showing the Return of the...
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I've finally completed my paper on Michelle Cliff's "No Telephone to Heaven". Now i just have a 10 page paper for Ideology of Evil, another paper for Politics of Difference, and three more for US Studies II.
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While rifling through my collection of empty CD cases, I stumbled across a mixed disc I made at the end of the summer of 2002. I guess...
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