bruisedbones

What a waste, the last few day's have been sooooooo boring, uneventful, and stagnant. All work and no play. I couldn't even think of anything to wright, I had to wait a few days. Monday, I had a few drinks and shot a little pool.*wow* Tuesday, I was feeling inspired...so I wrote a couple new songs, that only happens every so often. I must say, I'm rather proud of them too. Lately inspiration has been a slow trickle, kinda numb like, I think its all the asshole bombardment.* yeah...they found me*. Now it's as if it has opened up, flowing as it should. That negative energy is fading fast, and good riddance too. Back to the norm, hopefully.
I discovered that I have been banned from the so called "Hopeful"s" group, *sniffle, please nooo...anything but that*. I guess I struck a nerve!! I like to think that everything happens for a reason, and having a opinion is too much for some people. I'm better off I guess. The moral of the story is..." don't be too mean or honest, someone might not like it, they might actually see you for who you really are". Heaven forbid that you tell someone to get fucked!!!
Wednesday went something like this.......work, eat, sleep.
And today is yet another Thursday, I stood in the pouring rain for two hours at work, then I just came home, I'm not even about to stand in the pouring ass rain for some shit ass day job. The money might be good, but I have better things to do, like...well OK, I don't have anything better to do...I just don't want to get soaked.
Now I will go sulk in my shame, cry like a child, and wish I never said all those horrible things to them.