brotherofmetal

Weekly update:
Made a compound in the lab, that prior to yesterday, had not been discovered. Regretably, it wasn't what I was trying to do...sorta cool nonetheless.
C. had a really bad day at work. She e-mailed me to tell me about some asshole who tried to tell her what "type" of girl she is, and that her "type" didn't appreciate girly things like flowers...
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Best day ever.
Did very little of any productive value at work (in fact I didn't show up until 10). Hung around for an hour and a bit, and then went to the Den to buy somedrinks for some of my students to celebrate the end of the term. Nothing like drinking before noon. One of my cuter students showed up, but not to drink...I'm...
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Alright. So I didn't end up crushed. Actually had as good a time as "friends" can have...
Still, can't help but wishing we'd had a better time...

Drinks with C. tonight. I can't explain it, but I have the feeling I'm going to leave the evening feeling emotionally crushed. Always a wonderful way to feel going into an evening out with a friend, no?

Well, BSD was a moderately large bust. Which is funny, because typically I like moderately large busts. My friend Grant was supposed to roll by my office after having consumed a significant amount of scotch, and rescue me from work. Unfortunately, he still seems to be MIA. So I worked all day while everyone else got drunk. Went home, and ordered the Flames game on...
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Do you ever say anything to a friend, and instantly wish you hadn't said it? I mentioned something about C. to my best friend, and while it was in no way malicious, it could be misinterpreted. Now I worry that he'll blurt it out to her, and I'll be forced to explain something that will almost certainly be taken out of context.
I don't know...
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So I spent the night at C.'s place last night. Let's just say that a night of drunken cuddling hasn't made my dillemna any easier in this instance...hmmm...

Went to the Flames game last night. Some fat greasy security guard tried to kick us out for sitting in the wrong general admission seats. What a dick. Good time, and good game though. Was exhausted for work today. It was raining, and I felt like my entire life was a depressing mess. Personal life. Fucked up. I'll try to be "just friends" with C.,...
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I am currently sporting a wicked goggle-burn. Went skiing a Sunshine yesterday, and for once, it actually lived up to its name. Going into C. withdrawl. Haven't seen her since last Saturday. We were supposed to hang out last night, but by the time I got out from skiing she was with a bunch of her friends, and allthough I was invited I decided I'd...
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Ah, apathy...my old friend. We meet again. I probably should have called C. tonight...Lord knows I wanted to...but not as much as I wanted to sit around doing nothing, by myself no less. Is it that I can't bear the thought of another strange friendship/crush dynamic, and the likely inevitable bad ending that comes with such things? Perhaps. Hmmm...this is getting far more "deep" than...
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