Well, back to square one...
It's funny how someone can make you feel so special when you're alone together and so insignificant when you're in a group of people. I think we'll officially downgrade C.'s status from "crush" to "coulda, woulda, shoulda". It's a good thing I went out tonight instead of:
a) working in the lab, and obtaining the results I already claim to have in the abstract I submitted for the CSC conference in Halifax this spring
b) studying for my midterm Monday (grades other than A+ are the kiss of death in grad school)
c) working on my paper on the nature of silicon multiple bonding
d) preparing a 60 minute lecture for a 4th year undergrad class I have to teach on the 23rd...
I don't think I'd even characterize this as depressing...I'm just resigned to it at this point.
Fuck it, I'm gonna go make chicken wings.
It's funny how someone can make you feel so special when you're alone together and so insignificant when you're in a group of people. I think we'll officially downgrade C.'s status from "crush" to "coulda, woulda, shoulda". It's a good thing I went out tonight instead of:
a) working in the lab, and obtaining the results I already claim to have in the abstract I submitted for the CSC conference in Halifax this spring
b) studying for my midterm Monday (grades other than A+ are the kiss of death in grad school)
c) working on my paper on the nature of silicon multiple bonding
d) preparing a 60 minute lecture for a 4th year undergrad class I have to teach on the 23rd...
I don't think I'd even characterize this as depressing...I'm just resigned to it at this point.
Fuck it, I'm gonna go make chicken wings.