brotherofmetal

Well, BSD was a moderately large bust. Which is funny, because typically I like moderately large busts. My friend Grant was supposed to roll by my office after having consumed a significant amount of scotch, and rescue me from work. Unfortunately, he still seems to be MIA. So I worked all day while everyone else got drunk. Went home, and ordered the Flames game on...
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Do you ever say anything to a friend, and instantly wish you hadn't said it? I mentioned something about C. to my best friend, and while it was in no way malicious, it could be misinterpreted. Now I worry that he'll blurt it out to her, and I'll be forced to explain something that will almost certainly be taken out of context.
I don't know...
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So I spent the night at C.'s place last night. Let's just say that a night of drunken cuddling hasn't made my dillemna any easier in this instance...hmmm...

Went to the Flames game last night. Some fat greasy security guard tried to kick us out for sitting in the wrong general admission seats. What a dick. Good time, and good game though. Was exhausted for work today. It was raining, and I felt like my entire life was a depressing mess. Personal life. Fucked up. I'll try to be "just friends" with C.,...
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I am currently sporting a wicked goggle-burn. Went skiing a Sunshine yesterday, and for once, it actually lived up to its name. Going into C. withdrawl. Haven't seen her since last Saturday. We were supposed to hang out last night, but by the time I got out from skiing she was with a bunch of her friends, and allthough I was invited I decided I'd...
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Ah, apathy...my old friend. We meet again. I probably should have called C. tonight...Lord knows I wanted to...but not as much as I wanted to sit around doing nothing, by myself no less. Is it that I can't bear the thought of another strange friendship/crush dynamic, and the likely inevitable bad ending that comes with such things? Perhaps. Hmmm...this is getting far more "deep" than...
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Busy weekend. Got far more intoxicated than I had originally planned on Friday, and watched as my best friend made passes (successful ones, no less) at a married chick. Oh dear, this has bad idea written all over it. Went out with C. to see King Kong on Saturday. Man, dinosaurs are awesome. We then proceeded to rack up a mean $1.61 bar tab after...
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Hooray! It's done. I make a wicked prof. Celebratory pizza!

Well, I'm set to deliver my 1st lecture ever today. Damn. I anticipate that speaking in front of 50 4th year chemists at the University may be a tad unnerving. Who else loves public speaking? At least it'll all be over soon, and then I can go back to stressing about girls (what else?!).

Why do I have the habbit of becoming best friends with women who are emotionally unavailable...or at least nearly so. We talked. It was emotional. Everything's ok, and I know I wasn't in the wrong...but then why does part of me still feel like a dick...Bah! this only being human thing is for the birds...that didn't make any sense. Then again, not much does these...
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