Monday Jul 17, 2006

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Nothin' new.
Still no trichlorobenzene...it may all be going to the middle east to make explosives...
Still in love with a woman I can't have.

Monday Jul 10, 2006

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Hung out with Cat for the 1st time since "the unpleasantness" on Saturday night. It was a little awkward at first, but as the evening wore on we started having fun again. She even suggested going on a road trip to Drumheller in the morning. At which point James invited himself along..."Bad James!"...I'm having enough problems with Cat when there are only 2 wheels...a third...
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rexa:
Hey thanks baby kiss

Saturday Jul 08, 2006

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Sick of this life
Not that you'd care
I'm not the only one with
whom these feelings I share

Nobody understands, quite why we're here
We're searchin' for answers
That never appear

But maybe if I looked real hard I'd
I'd see you're tryin' too
To understand this life,
that we're all going through
(Then when she said she was gonna like
wreck my car......
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Wednesday Jul 05, 2006

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Blah.
That is the statement that best expresses my current state of being. I keep going to work but not really getting anything done...still waiting for the 1,3,5-trichlorobenzene I ordered 2 weeks ago. Lunch has become the highlight of my day, and I fear that my boss will soon realize that I've done jack-shit recently. Today we looked up the chemistry behind:
Mentos + Cola...
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Saturday Jul 01, 2006

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The sky is not falling. All may, in fact be well. No word from Cat, but screw it, there's more to life than women who treat you terribly. Ducked out of work today. Decided to hang out with my mom and go for a hike...way better than work...My mom treats me well. Hike was kinda lame though...at this point I need a hiking partner who...
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Thursday Jun 29, 2006

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I feel like talking about something other than Catherine for once...but I don't foresee that actually happening...
Well the Stamps won tonight. Fantastic game, and an excellent diversion. Nothing works for me in the laboratory. I do believe that the project that I've been working on for 9 months now is officially dead. Damn calixarene triflates and their rates of palladium-catalyzed hydrolysis relative to palladium-catalyzed...
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rexa:
You know I love you.
That said, sometimes you sound like a chick.
I can say that, see, cuz I am one. And I'm a little drunk.
The salient point here is that I love you. Try not to spend too much time analyzing missed phone calls to your friends' phones. You'll drive yourself bananas. Call the damn girl, Jesus! Seriously, though, my advice should probably be avoided at all costs, given that I spend most of my time miserable and heartbroken. SO any time you need to drink away your misery, you've got permanent company! (me, dumbass. And don't forget that I usually take my clothes off when I drink! wink )
P.S. It is so hot that you can talk like that about shit I don't even come close to understanding. Fuck. All I know is the difference between an apostrophe and a comma. kiss

Sunday Jun 25, 2006

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Well apparently the solution to my Catherine conundrum has been to not speak with her. Unfortunately, she seems to have adopted a similar strategy, and now neither one of us has spoken since she up and left the bar without saying goodbye 10 long days ago. The time apart has kind of numbed the pain, however the fact that she's made no attempt whatsoever to...
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rexa:
I am very sorry you are unhappy. Perhaps she is suffering the same "should I call" conundrum, and neither of you want to be the first to do it? Happens all the time & can be quite dangerous if both parties involved are equally stubborn smile
Head up; it'll get better kiss
brotherofmetal:
Thanks for the nice comment...
I'm really not as unhappy as it might seem, but I sit down to write here and it all just pours out, leaving precious little room for the good stuff (say, a good afternoon of slacking off with an old friend over an extended lunch). See you soon!

Saturday Jun 17, 2006

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Can you "break up" with a friend?
I've never offered a girl I was interested in an ultimatum. I'm not sure what my other options are anymore. I swore I would never put myself through this again.

Thursday Jun 15, 2006

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What on Earth compelled me to e-mail Catherine while I was hammered at 2am last night. Seriously, how did that seem like a good idea? Oh well, thank God for "sent mail" folders, so that I can at least see what I wrote whilst in a more sober state of mind. Good God, that e-mail made no sense at all.
Moreover, I've lost 3 consecutive...
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Sunday Jun 11, 2006

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Well, I think I've been putting off this update for long enough now...
Halifax was fantastic. The conference, not so much. Fortunately I skipped the majority of it to accomplish such worthwhile causes as attempting to jog accross the entire city. It's funny because it was bright and sunny the whole time the conference was on, and I was supposed to be trapped indoors, and...
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Thursday May 25, 2006

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Well, off to Halifax to present at the CSC for the next 2 weeks...
Tried to sneak in one last get-together with Catherine before leaving tonight, but she was watching movies with her sister frown
Oh well, had a good night with her last night...can't win 'em all...
So seriously, how does one go about taking the next step up from "friends"? I'm really no good...
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rexa:
Yeah it was copied n pasted.
Hope Halifax is good.
So fucking tired.
Bedtime.
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