Yeah well, I heard back from the company I interviewed with last week. They said "you're still in the running, but we are interviewing more candidates". That's a nice way of saying "you're not ideal". I wish there was a way to convince them I'm the ONLY person who can do this job without being annoying. Hopefully, the other people they interview are equally inept....
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Been watching some interesting series of documentaries on The History Channel lately. For some reason I'm addicted to THC in general...perhaps I'm just tired of the mindless garbage on everywhere else.
Tomorrow is a big day...hopefully I'll hear back from my potential employer in some fashion. I just want some closure. These sleepless nights are sucking bigtime.
Tomorrow is a big day...hopefully I'll hear back from my potential employer in some fashion. I just want some closure. These sleepless nights are sucking bigtime.
salome:
Thanks for the sweet comment on my set! Thanks also for telling me which pictures you liked best -- it's always very interesting to hear.
I linked to another member's website today and their life experiences touched me so much, that I felt like sharing my own story.
When I was about 8, it was found that I had "some sort of disorder", but it wasn't until about 13 that I was actually diagnosed with Hirschsprung's Disease -- a fairly rare congenital intestinal disorder. I'll spare you the gory details,...
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When I was about 8, it was found that I had "some sort of disorder", but it wasn't until about 13 that I was actually diagnosed with Hirschsprung's Disease -- a fairly rare congenital intestinal disorder. I'll spare you the gory details,...
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maxi:
venting has been the best therapy of all for over the past 5 years. you should be so proud of yourself. it takes a very strong person to admit to the world the pain they have endured and the struggles they have survived. since being on SG i have shaken out all sorts of dirtly laundry to be at peace with myself. and you know what the same people tune into my jourtnal, not just becuse i am eye candy, but because peole resepct and gravitate towards honesty. we are all not born perfect but that does not mean we have to let it run our lives.
most people go to my site to see some pretty pix, and they always come back with a heartfelt message to me about my BIO instead, we are all human and there will always be HOPE.
kisses to you,
btw, my OCDF on my daily Journal is me tracking my progress and defeats outloud. it helps...
most people go to my site to see some pretty pix, and they always come back with a heartfelt message to me about my BIO instead, we are all human and there will always be HOPE.
kisses to you,
btw, my OCDF on my daily Journal is me tracking my progress and defeats outloud. it helps...
Grrrrrr....pacing around like an expectant father. Watching the clock...checking my phone compulsively. Waiting for a call from the the "big fish" today. Funny how your life can seem to hinge on one insignificant event. I'm not sure what to do with myself. I woke up at 5am and have already had 4 cups of coffee. It's after 8 now, my heart is racing and I'm...
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maxi:
thanks for the lovely comments on my set, much appreciated 
I've decided that I need a new outlook on life. The upper management at my old job were always looking for an "exit strategy". I need to apply the fundamental philosophy to my life...figure out WHERE I want to be and then do what I need to do to get there. I should think long term...actually longer than long term...should think about "endgame" and reverse...
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brooklyn:
Thank you so much for the super sweet comment on my set!
autumn:
My fav Poe is hard.. maby Premature Burial or Ms Found In a Bottle. I Love them all.
Wish I lived in Ca... your lucky.
Wish I lived in Ca... your lucky.
Trying to update my journal more often. Today was stressful for me...lots of outgoing emails and phone calls, but none coming in. If you've been following my last several entries, you'll know that I'm looking for a damn job! 
It's all very frustrating and depressing, but I'm the one who put myself in this position, so I'm not gonna cry about it...I will bitch a...
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It's all very frustrating and depressing, but I'm the one who put myself in this position, so I'm not gonna cry about it...I will bitch a... Read More
adalynn:
ummmm...u could totally play the guitar!! youre still young.....do it! 
bronte:
I regret that my journal entries have been so negative lately. Per the entry I left in Adalynn's journal, Johnny Cash is one of the people inspiring me right now. No, it's not just because of the movie...I liked him way before it came out. I'll leave you with some lyrics from "Walk the Line":
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time.
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit I'm a fool for you
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
As sure as night is dark and day is light
I keep you on my mind both day and night
And happiness I've known proves that it's right
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
You've got a way to keep me on your side
You give me cause for love that I can't hide
For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
I'll leave you with some lyrics from "Walk the Line":
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time.
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit I'm a fool for you
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
As sure as night is dark and day is light
I keep you on my mind both day and night
And happiness I've known proves that it's right
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
You've got a way to keep me on your side
You give me cause for love that I can't hide
For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
So I drag my ass to San Jose yesterday to see about a job. Been talking to a company for a month and thought things were picking up -- actually started to discuss salary and all that. Finally meet them face to face and I get lip service. I politely told them I had enough talk and that if they want me on board, they...
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lenox:
Dryhgc cu silr vun dra lussahd yht geht funtc ^___^ Oui caneuicmo nulgz so culgc fedr ym prat - fuud!
Well, hummmm...what to write, what to write. Tonight I'm hooking up with some friends of mine...the ones I alienated. I was right..they got over it. Big industry trade show next week, so I'm gonna really hit the pavement and find steady paychecks. The consultancy thing has it's rewards, but I'm idle a lot more than I want to be or should be. I wanna buy...
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Been in a strange mood lately. Been pulling into my shell slowly but surely. I'm not depressed though...quite the opposite. Completely content being on my own and doing my own thing. I've alienated a couple of friends, but they'll come around I guess. Not much exciting happens in my life anymore, but I don't care. Have another good 40-50 years in me I think...it's a...
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dotty:
Thank you for your lovely comment on my set! 
chloe:
Thank you for the sweet comment on my new set!
Doing pretty well lately. The IRS was kinda this year. Decided it's time to splurge a bit and do some shopping. I was in desperate need of new clothes. Been cutting corners lately due to my job status but enough is enough!
Otherwise, I've just been surfing the job boards. If I were willing to move back to the east coast, I'd have been set....
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Otherwise, I've just been surfing the job boards. If I were willing to move back to the east coast, I'd have been set....
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