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What have I been up to? Hmmmmmm... I took a day trip to Florida last week on business. I had the worst luck with my flights, but the actual "business" part of it was okay. Over the weekend, I went to a friend's baby shower...it still blows my mind that they are having a kid. I don't know why it should..they're both about 30 or so and they've been together since they were in high school. That's pretty awesome...they're the type of couple who will be together forever.

I've been feeling socially awkward lately. Now that I am employed, I think I am withdrawing back into my shell a bit. My job requires me to be social, so I kind of get it out of my system at the office. When I come home, all I want to do is veg by myself. My friends' phone calls go unanswered and their emails sit in my inbox unopened. Maybe it's just an anti-social phase. The problem is, once I decide I want to be "alone", it could be months or years before I poke my head out of the shell to see who is around. Usually people leave by then. C'est la vie....

I'm now completely smitten with a woman at work. She's just awesome in every way. I mean, I know it's going nowhere considering she is a co-worker and I'm nearly positive she is "spoken for". I suppose I'm content just being her friend. She's the type of person that just lights up your life, ya know? Indirect light is better than none at all...and is in some ways better. *sigh*