Trying to update my journal more often. Today was stressful for me...lots of outgoing emails and phone calls, but none coming in. If you've been following my last several entries, you'll know that I'm looking for a damn job! 
It's all very frustrating and depressing, but I'm the one who put myself in this position, so I'm not gonna cry about it...I will bitch a lot though!
Let's see...trying to get my music project rolling again. I blew the dust off all my old sample CDs and software. Problem is, I don't have a muse...at least none that are willing.
I had a bowl of carrots for dinner last night. Been trying to eat healthier and lose a few pounds, but...ugh... What I SHOULD do is start weight-lifting again...but it's one of those things where you have to give 100% or it's moot. Skip a few workouts and you develops a spar tire *points to his spare tire* It's not that I'm inactive, it's that I'm not active enough to counter my awful diet.
It's hard to worry about health right now though. First..job...then...um...buy some stuff... then... health... maybe... 
It's all very frustrating and depressing, but I'm the one who put myself in this position, so I'm not gonna cry about it...I will bitch a lot though!
Let's see...trying to get my music project rolling again. I blew the dust off all my old sample CDs and software. Problem is, I don't have a muse...at least none that are willing.
I had a bowl of carrots for dinner last night. Been trying to eat healthier and lose a few pounds, but...ugh... What I SHOULD do is start weight-lifting again...but it's one of those things where you have to give 100% or it's moot. Skip a few workouts and you develops a spar tire *points to his spare tire* It's not that I'm inactive, it's that I'm not active enough to counter my awful diet.
It's hard to worry about health right now though. First..job...then...um...buy some stuff... then... health... maybe...
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time.
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit I'm a fool for you
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
As sure as night is dark and day is light
I keep you on my mind both day and night
And happiness I've known proves that it's right
Because you're mine,
I walk the line
You've got a way to keep me on your side
You give me cause for love that I can't hide
For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide
Because you're mine,
I walk the line