Alritey, so...Thanks to everyone who are leaving me comments.You are all so sweet! 
i shall eternally feel special due to my SG family. 
On a different note, I will let everyone know that I'm a sad little girl today. My mom is infamous for her spaceyness, her bi-polarness, and her manic depressiveness...which is absolute hell to live with. But she has bottomed out with a brand new low today. My 19th birthday is in 3 days and I'm pretty sure she doesn't or isn't going to remember. The reason that i know this is because she has just booked a trip to Chicago to go visit her friends(from Thursday to next Wednesday) in Libertyville, my hometown.
Somehow, this doesn't surprise me in the least. She's forgotten several of my birthdays and proceeds to get pissed off at me that I don't remind her.This time, I'm not even going to stoop as low as to remind her. I just don't care anymore. But when she does remember, her favorite thing to do is buy me a belated birthday card along with a PICTURE of what she wants to buy me.However, I never see those gifts. And the REALLY sad thing about this story.....i live with the woman.But not for long. I'm plotting a secret move.Which will free me of her psychoticness. this will take place on Spetember 20th and I'm moving to Fort Lauderdale to be closer to my school. At last............FREEDOM.
But please don't feel bad for me, because I don't feel bad for myself.Birthdays don't excite me as much as they used to, like when I was little(*Ahhhh...to be 6 and only care about my G.I. Joes and running through sprinklers with my neighbors*) It's just another day for me. I'm just mucho excited that I'm getting out of here!Whhhheeeee!
Much Love!
i shall eternally feel special due to my SG family.
On a different note, I will let everyone know that I'm a sad little girl today. My mom is infamous for her spaceyness, her bi-polarness, and her manic depressiveness...which is absolute hell to live with. But she has bottomed out with a brand new low today. My 19th birthday is in 3 days and I'm pretty sure she doesn't or isn't going to remember. The reason that i know this is because she has just booked a trip to Chicago to go visit her friends(from Thursday to next Wednesday) in Libertyville, my hometown.
Somehow, this doesn't surprise me in the least. She's forgotten several of my birthdays and proceeds to get pissed off at me that I don't remind her.This time, I'm not even going to stoop as low as to remind her. I just don't care anymore. But when she does remember, her favorite thing to do is buy me a belated birthday card along with a PICTURE of what she wants to buy me.However, I never see those gifts. And the REALLY sad thing about this story.....i live with the woman.But not for long. I'm plotting a secret move.Which will free me of her psychoticness. this will take place on Spetember 20th and I'm moving to Fort Lauderdale to be closer to my school. At last............FREEDOM.
But please don't feel bad for me, because I don't feel bad for myself.Birthdays don't excite me as much as they used to, like when I was little(*Ahhhh...to be 6 and only care about my G.I. Joes and running through sprinklers with my neighbors*) It's just another day for me. I'm just mucho excited that I'm getting out of here!Whhhheeeee!
Much Love!
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oh and did your mom remember? I hope she did <3
[Edited on Sep 02, 2005 6:23PM]