I've had a long and varied religious history. Including everything from strict catholic, to free flowing pagan. I now consider myself a subject of chaos magick, notice I said a subject and not a practitioner. I feel my life is immersed in the flow of chaos and that my actions are akin to swimming in a fast flowing river, in that they don't do much, but they affect my position in the river. My current perspective is hard won. I went through a lot to gain a chaotic perspective of the world. I feel that my loss of sanity was merely one step in gaining my current perspective.
So to any who are interested in chaos, know that it might cost you more than you expect to pay for it.
I found a good video describing chaos magic, my experiences have been similar to hers in an overall sense.
