brokenhalo

you know, i've been meaning to go back and read all of my journal entries from the very beginning. i have such a bad memory and it will be nice to see what i was going through.
it's nice to be inspirational to people, especially when i feel so uninsipirid right now.

Wait for my motivation? It makes sense but it seems so weird. But here is an example...it's been a month since i've moved back and i still haven't unpacked anything. HAHA so i'm supposed to wait for the day when all of a sudden i feel like cleaning? hah. because i don't think that will ever happen....

i suppose maybe that's where i am faltering too...putting too much energy into telling myself that i shouldn't be so lazy and dwelling too much on the fact that i'm not doing anything. maybe i should just relax. oh boy do i have a problem relaxing....

hey, let me ask you something...what is your take on medication for things like depression, anxiety, etc. etc...? curious to hear your opinion.

but, if a lot of people would kill for the free time i have now, aren't i just taking advantage of it or abusing it or something by sitting around and doing nothing? seems so wasteful...eek there i go again putting that stress on myself.

hey you know what? i kinda feel like cleaning my room now....not sure if it will happen...but i feel a little more chipper....hey, THANKS

"*Words from a reformed former slacker and general fuck up.* " hehe that gives me hope!!!

for fuck's sake, man! burn your computer and offer her my sincerest apologies.

thank you!
xoxo

You're silly!

But thank you! The tat's not done yet, still has to be coloured in...

Awwww I'm sorry you're jealous!!!!

Am even broker than before and probably incredibly screwed...oh well, it was worth it!

It's all three with a shot of weird and a dash of the funny
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yup, really.

The landlady hasn't come yet. That's why I'm panicking, because I've no idea when they're coming!!!!

no dear, i am sorry...the rest of my body just happens to belong to.....ME!!!

Yeah, Shirley manson is fucking hot beyond belief in person. No picture or video or anything will do her justice.

thank you so very much for appreciating them so much! i'm having such a good time right now. you are a doll doll doll

It irritates me that some people (not you) comment how I "made my hair look" messy and punky... uh... the reason it looks like that is because I grabbed a pair of scissors and started taking out fucking chunks without looking... not because I went to the hair salon and handed them a picture of fucking Sid Vicious and said "Could you do something like this? I want to impress my friends and get a job at Hot Topic"
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Thanks for the support with the self-publishing... it means something, considering I'm scared shitless of climbing out on a limb and having it break and impale me

I have my own work divided amongst multiple private journals... I figure I'll have to throw it all together and let it be some trippy stream-of-consciousness diatribe... Naked Lunch style
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