brokenglassheart

how does one spell relief??? A-R-I-Z-O-N-A!!! i'm so fucking glad to be moving out there. i know that's all i talk about lately, but it's really a turning point in my life, so it's kinda important to me. i just can't wait to get the hell out of this fucked up town. L.A. is just not for me. it's a place that will suck the life out of you and just leave you there for dead. i thought i had all of these nice friends, but when it really came time for them to help me out, they were nowhere to be found. i just hope that when i make this move, i find people who know what the true meaning of friendship is. i don't want to come off as a leach or something, but shit when times get rough i do expect my good friends to lend a hand because i would do that for them. maybe i expect too much out of people. maybe i should just learn to be more independant. maybe i just shouldn't have friends. what would baby jesus do?!?!

song of the day: thrice-the beltsville crucible

there is an interesting line in that song: "true friends stab you in the front." it is so true.