brokenglassheart

R.I.P elliot smith. he was a great song writer who was far too young to leave this world. there was a dark cloud hovering when this news came. so i have made a decision to start playing records again. i have a talent that not a lot of people have. i can pick uo almost any musical instrument and play it. i can't waste this talent. i'm going to submerge myself in music until i can't breathe. all my extra money will be for purchasing records and musical equipment. if i become nothing but a garage musician, then so be it.....but i never will know unless i get over my fears and at least try. i have a lot of work to do on myself as a person, but i feel confident. i find that it is really difficult sometimes to open up to even yourself which makes being creative pretty difficult as well. i am willing to take on this task now. a few months back, i was scared. i have just been introduced to all of this new music and all this new world of expression. i feel like i'm having a sensory overload or something!! it's a good feeling though. makes me feel alive and well. on a lighter note, THE BUG IS WORKING!! finally my little lady is ready to hit the road. $500 bucks and oodles of stress later! i guess it's worth it though. i have my own ride. i don't have to depend on anyone for rides. tonight i go sing kareoki and drink $1 drinks with many friends. have a good week everyone.

song of the day: high contrast-music is everything

if any of you drum and bass, check "high contrast" out. he's a great producer with skills on the decks.