brokenglassheart

well the last few days have been pretty fucking good. i got a job in a kitchen doing prep cook work, i'm getting a 1964 VW beetle and all of my friends ROCK! something is missing though. yes, a musical outlet. i like jamming out by myself, but not as much as jamming with others. i feel like i'm asking to much of life, but then again, i feel that i derserve it. well at least i'm happy. i saw something really disturbing yesterday though. i saw a man either dead or sleeping in his car at a traffic light. everyone was honking their horns and even got out of the car to wake him, but he wasn't responding. i just keep thinking "was he dead?". pretty creepy, but also inspiring. i guess i was thinking "that could be me sitting at a stop light dead out of nowhere." i took it as a sign to get cracking on the things i wanna do before it's too late to do so. i just feel a change coming and i don't know how to feel about it. should i be excited or scared?? life is so complicated, but what would life be if it were simple?? boring. okay enough of trying to be all philisophical. i hope all is well with everyone.

ummm, Reagan....
Song for the day: Thrice - Stare at the sun