brokendoll13

Wow i can't believe i used to be on here for probably a good two hours a day...i just wouldn't be able to find the time for that anymore...i've been sewing lots, baking, cleaning and shit...basically acting like a little fucking housewife...but i love it. I made my garden today, it's quite small but i planted peas, carrots, and cucumber...not the greatest selection but hey...what else do ya need?
It's FINALLY summer and boy o boy is my skin ever feeling it...i am sooo fucking burnt i can't even believe it....like wow...i'm in pain. I'm such an idiot...i wanted to get tanned so i was just wearing my bathingsuit top and jeans today, but fuck i should've put on some sunscreen...i started burning within like probably 2 hours of being outside so i finally put on sunscreen , which it was porbably already too late...sooo ijust burnt and burnt and burnt....buttt atleast i'll be really tanned in probably a good week or so..but now i have really rediculous tan lines tho....fuck i wish i could tan nude but there's too many ppl around....bleh...
Sooo what else,..Ian and i are doing really well..no fights, things are swell. I feel a lot happier now a days, but still kinda struggeling with my weight...i just can't stop eating...but i want to lose weight...not gonna happen. I just wish i could eat what i wanted haha...