brokenalice

Written early this morning:

Drunk on good beer...
goood beer is best with good company.
A friend from school i've always wanted to get to know better came over.
spiritual like christina yet she didn't flake out! what a concept...
i can see myself spending more time with her
i gave her a shit load of my old clothes because i'll never fit into them again
quite sad in a way
gave her one of my favorite shirts...
i hope i get positive karma out of this
listening to coast to coast on the radio
her and i are going bike riding in hyde park thursday
she wants me to do yoga
overreaction ahead...
i hate when family/friends drop subtle hints of "suggestions" of activities to lose weight
it's more apparent when it comes from family
end pity party
want more direction in life
my compass spins like a bottle on a table
a room full of onlookers appear embarrassed.
inside they hope it points to them
or maybe it points whichever direction feels best at the time
totally dependent on desire
will power
psychic intentions
intuition
i wake up one minute before the alarm goes off
don't tell me her age i already know
1/4 through life
anything of worth to show?
what holds meaning?
integrity? productivity?
i only want creativity
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