Well, not much to talk about here really.
Life is once again being shit. I'm depressed, my sisters are depressed, my dad is depressed. It's all bullshit really.
My mood goes up and down like a fucking yo yo. If I'm happy it can take the slightest thing to piss me off and upset me again. I tried to talk to my sister the other day, but like I said she has problems of her own so theres no point. I just listened to her, which depressed me even more because I dont know what to say or do to help her.
To top that I just found out I got a shit mark for one of my essays...well, one of the first ones I did. 'Not degree level quality' apparently. Maybe thats because I dont talk on a fucking degree level and neither do they half of the time. God, I dont even know if I want to be here half of the time so I dont know why I bother. Uni definately isnt all its cracked up to be.
Meh, whatever. I dont know what I'm talking about.
So, because of this I'm trying to keep myself busy this week. I'm going to see Fall Out Boy and meet up with quite a few people there tonight. Going to Leeds a couple of days this week and out for my mates birthday a few days also.
So yeah, hopefully things will start to look up soon, but at the moment, I wouldnt count on it
Life is once again being shit. I'm depressed, my sisters are depressed, my dad is depressed. It's all bullshit really.
My mood goes up and down like a fucking yo yo. If I'm happy it can take the slightest thing to piss me off and upset me again. I tried to talk to my sister the other day, but like I said she has problems of her own so theres no point. I just listened to her, which depressed me even more because I dont know what to say or do to help her.
To top that I just found out I got a shit mark for one of my essays...well, one of the first ones I did. 'Not degree level quality' apparently. Maybe thats because I dont talk on a fucking degree level and neither do they half of the time. God, I dont even know if I want to be here half of the time so I dont know why I bother. Uni definately isnt all its cracked up to be.
Meh, whatever. I dont know what I'm talking about.
So, because of this I'm trying to keep myself busy this week. I'm going to see Fall Out Boy and meet up with quite a few people there tonight. Going to Leeds a couple of days this week and out for my mates birthday a few days also.
So yeah, hopefully things will start to look up soon, but at the moment, I wouldnt count on it
*hug*
Enola