broken_reality

Feeling a little better after 11+ hours of sleep. The urges have settled down if only for a fleeting moment. Listening to Sunscreem's lastest release "Ten Mile Bank". Good stuff. Off tomorrow. Gonna chill and bring in two stories for that hot goth girl at work: "Gothic Pain" and "Wallmart". Good stuff.

Ditched work today, was in no mood to deal with it. The manager was cool tho and is like "no prob." Went to bed at 4am last nite. Still feeling anxious. The urges tried to come to the surface, towards myself tho, but I will not allow them. Yet.

Work was uneventful as always. Saw lots of cuties. Had to control the urges. My demons grow ever closer to the surface with each passing day. Saw a hot goth girl that always comes in. But the goth photo girl wasn't there. I hope she works tomorrow. Am bringing more stories for her to read. Nice violent torture stories.