broken_reality

yay *takes meds away and grabs you by your hand* lets go!!!!! hehe

i don't really know what kind i am getting i have a hp right now which can suck my right tit and make the left one jealous.

hahaha sounds like fun to me! Actually I halfed the dose one time to see what would happen. Ended up in the hospital. Stupid freaking meds. You should get a Plextor Plexwriter. A little on the expensive side but very reliable drives.

Cool. I have some toons, but they are like way hardcore hehehehehe I'm big into bondage so most of my stuff is pics various young women tied up I'm both dom and sub & sadomaso, bondage gets me very aroused. hehehe

hey i hope thinsg get better for you if you ever need to get anything out or whatnot you can hit me up with an e-mail i will listen if you need someone. *big hugs*
~trin
try some meditation, writing, exercising...

Thanks... I actually do a lot of writing. Mostly extreme violence and sex. I take meds and they keep me *barely* sane. Tried cutting one of them in half and ended up in the hospital. I mean I hate being dependent on this little pill. I thought all my anger was gone now it seems I've just found new ways to supress it.....

Happy Day to you

doesn't seem to be helping ....? why not try something else

yo what up thanks for the comments ya'll. Well the meds seem to help a little. I cut the dose of zyprexa in half and almost snapped then went back to the full dose which keeps me barely sane. But then my shrink says the meds are a "crutch" (he didn't actually say that but it was obvious what he meant). Okay thanks for the mixed signals, dumbass. hehehe I see him tomorrow. But tonite I'm gonna toke up.

that looks like my old dorm room from like 5 years ago

My room isn't just a room, it's a shrine. Everything in it is sacred, esp. my computer. I linger on the brink of insanity. In fact the only thing keeping me from going rite over the edge are two little pills I take every day.