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broken_reality

Sterling, VA

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Monday Apr 14, 2003

Apr 14, 2003
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My thoughts betray me. The demons strengthen their grasp on my soul. The end is near. I don't know how much longer I will last...I mean sometimes I think if I'm gonna die anyway then what does it matter when or if it's by my own hand....I'm gonna go sleep. Escape from this reality if only for a few hours....
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scattershot:
dude writing is a good release ...but cutting yourself? ... I won't pretend to understand cuz thats gotten me into a lot of trouble before .. I'll just say that I hope that hasn't become a habit. I used to write tonnes too but I haven't in a while, now that school is done for the summer maybe I can start up something again.

and yeah I don't want to change either ... but a few people think Im in drastic need of change.

good luck with all this and we're all here for you.
Apr 17, 2003
broken_reality:
I cut my wrist back in 1995 late at nite one time...some small cuts but it bled a lot. I was very depressed. Stayed up all nite, slept all day. Did nothing. Didn't care. Full of rage. Ended up in a mental hospital for a couple weeks. I haven't done it again......what kind of stuff do you write? I can't seem to write anything other than sex and violence....
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