Work was busy at first then slowed down. There is snow everywhere. Would be fun to paint it red with the blood of some young girl. 
Stupid fucking medicine. Tired of taking it. Tired of life. Tired of everything. I'm slipping over the edge. Insanity creeps up upon me.
Stupid fucking medicine. Tired of taking it. Tired of life. Tired of everything. I'm slipping over the edge. Insanity creeps up upon me.VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
pureblu12225:
doesn't seem to be helping ....? why not try something else
broken_reality:
yo what up thanks for the comments ya'll. 
Well the meds seem to help a little. I cut the dose of zyprexa in half and almost snapped then went back to the full dose which keeps me barely sane. But then my shrink says the meds are a "crutch" (he didn't actually say that but it was obvious what he meant). Okay thanks for the mixed signals, dumbass. hehehe I see him tomorrow. But tonite I'm gonna toke up.
Well the meds seem to help a little. I cut the dose of zyprexa in half and almost snapped then went back to the full dose which keeps me barely sane. But then my shrink says the meds are a "crutch" (he didn't actually say that but it was obvious what he meant). Okay thanks for the mixed signals, dumbass. hehehe I see him tomorrow. But tonite I'm gonna toke up.