self motivation tactic #1
make and catalog a list of days you actually remember having zest, or hope for the approaching day when you wake up in the morning:
sample list:
1.every morning age 0-7
2.the morning you dropped out of art school
3.the day your first girlfriend got married to someone else
4. the first day of a new job
5.the day after my...
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make and catalog a list of days you actually remember having zest, or hope for the approaching day when you wake up in the morning:
sample list:
1.every morning age 0-7
2.the morning you dropped out of art school
3.the day your first girlfriend got married to someone else
4. the first day of a new job
5.the day after my...
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I'm just sitting here
watching the wheels go round and round
i really love to watch them roll
no longer riding on the marry-go-round
i just had to let it go
O o
watching the wheels go round and round
i really love to watch them roll
no longer riding on the marry-go-round
i just had to let it go
O o
febee:
it was just one of those bad nights but it turned out ok. I feel better this morning 
febee:
i like your icon its nifty
she fell like a meteor
on to the planet
and said "your world it brings me down,
i feel like an animal and
i don't think i get it but
one day i'll make you proud,"
it's raining all the time
i'll need you by my side
when i leave it all behind
it's raining all the time
she crashed like an atom bomb
and...
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on to the planet
and said "your world it brings me down,
i feel like an animal and
i don't think i get it but
one day i'll make you proud,"
it's raining all the time
i'll need you by my side
when i leave it all behind
it's raining all the time
she crashed like an atom bomb
and...
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synnove:
email me and i'll email you back some of the pics from the exhibit
and oh my GOD your profile pic is from "more"... you rock.
and oh my GOD your profile pic is from "more"... you rock.
synnove:
the email didn't go through to you because it said your inbox was over it's limit :/
Nothing I cared, in the lamb white days, that time would take me
Up to the swallow thronged loft by the shadow of my hand,
In the moon that is always rising,
Nor that riding to sleep
I should hear him fly with the high fields
And wake to the farm forever fled from the childless land.
Oh as I was young and easy in...
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Up to the swallow thronged loft by the shadow of my hand,
In the moon that is always rising,
Nor that riding to sleep
I should hear him fly with the high fields
And wake to the farm forever fled from the childless land.
Oh as I was young and easy in...
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what's playing: new order-elegia
so i think i'm going to a bar tonight with some friends. it'll be fun, but sorta like "how soon is now". the whole you go to a club and stand on your own, except it'll be a bar. i have this ability to make myself feel alone when i'm with people easily.
tonight's halo night. we go to a friend's...
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so i think i'm going to a bar tonight with some friends. it'll be fun, but sorta like "how soon is now". the whole you go to a club and stand on your own, except it'll be a bar. i have this ability to make myself feel alone when i'm with people easily.
tonight's halo night. we go to a friend's...
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what's playing: bjork & thom yorke- I"ve seen it all
eventually i have to fall asleep right? too many hours awake. i love sleeping, because it's rare when i get enough. sounds like i have a night out tomorrow which is good since all work and no play makes jack a dull boy. any tips on how to fall asleep?
eventually i have to fall asleep right? too many hours awake. i love sleeping, because it's rare when i get enough. sounds like i have a night out tomorrow which is good since all work and no play makes jack a dull boy. any tips on how to fall asleep?
what's on: nappy roots-"awnaw" rock mix
almost time for break and then my last quarter of school. 5 years later. just got a take home final and it made my day because it seems like it will be pretty easy. so that's me life today. now to disappear in a cloud of smoke
*poof*
get happy
almost time for break and then my last quarter of school. 5 years later. just got a take home final and it made my day because it seems like it will be pretty easy. so that's me life today. now to disappear in a cloud of smoke
*poof*
get happy
synnove:
i know a crapload about serial killers too. nothing wrong with that 
i have a year long final project that i've been working on, and i'm doing mine on female serial killers/women who commit violent crime. i've got so many books it doesn't make sense. my fav. female serial killer, is of course, elizabeth bathory. not sure who my fav. male serial killer is. i've even been having re-occuring dreams about being a serial killer. so far i've killed four people since last october. they're such crazy dreams, they've happened months apart but they just pick up where they left off. so crazy.
i have a year long final project that i've been working on, and i'm doing mine on female serial killers/women who commit violent crime. i've got so many books it doesn't make sense. my fav. female serial killer, is of course, elizabeth bathory. not sure who my fav. male serial killer is. i've even been having re-occuring dreams about being a serial killer. so far i've killed four people since last october. they're such crazy dreams, they've happened months apart but they just pick up where they left off. so crazy.
shwa6:
Thanks. I think a third kid will definately put me in Ward Cleaver/Al Bundy reality. 
ghost: "xxxxx wake up"
living soul: "huh, what? xxxxxxx?"
ghost: "yes it's me"
living soul: "i'm sorry i never got to say goodbye"
ghost: "it's ok"
living soul: "but i was the only one not there"
ghost: "you couldn't be there, i understand"
living soul: "why are you here?"
ghost: "to tell you to live"
living soul: "what do you mean?"
ghost: "experience all of...
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living soul: "huh, what? xxxxxxx?"
ghost: "yes it's me"
living soul: "i'm sorry i never got to say goodbye"
ghost: "it's ok"
living soul: "but i was the only one not there"
ghost: "you couldn't be there, i understand"
living soul: "why are you here?"
ghost: "to tell you to live"
living soul: "what do you mean?"
ghost: "experience all of...
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what's playing: sigur ros -( )
ahh the after paper cigerette.
ok the only people that hit on me are gay guys. i don't have a thing against gay guys it's just that i'm stright. and i'm not femine either. maybe it's the boyish looks, since i could go for 16.
it'd just be nice to have a girl show intrest more often. i guess...
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ahh the after paper cigerette.
ok the only people that hit on me are gay guys. i don't have a thing against gay guys it's just that i'm stright. and i'm not femine either. maybe it's the boyish looks, since i could go for 16.
it'd just be nice to have a girl show intrest more often. i guess...
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and i would love to hear what 'more' means to you if you ever feel like sharing.