I am still having a hard time in life. I dont think I want to join the Air Force. When I think of all the shit I have accomplished in the past 9 months, I am really impressed...lost 45 pounds...I can run a mile...I exercise almost daily. I'm very thankful and proud of myself for doing this. Now, here;s the hard part
I always have wanted to go to cosmetology school- since highschool I wanted to go- and then move to Las Vegas. My parents pushed college hardcore on me so I just went. My decision now is between AF and beauty school. I hate the feeling of being trapped. I don't want to be stationed somewhere I HATE or doing a job I HATE. I am absolutely horrified of joining the military. It just seems like a last resort to me.
Cosmo school...Air Force...I don't know. I'm so unhappy right now and I just need to leave. It is hard for me to find a job other than at the club and since I have real breasts it's now getting hard to find a job there... ugh!
I wish I knew someone in Vegas...
HELP!
I always have wanted to go to cosmetology school- since highschool I wanted to go- and then move to Las Vegas. My parents pushed college hardcore on me so I just went. My decision now is between AF and beauty school. I hate the feeling of being trapped. I don't want to be stationed somewhere I HATE or doing a job I HATE. I am absolutely horrified of joining the military. It just seems like a last resort to me.
Cosmo school...Air Force...I don't know. I'm so unhappy right now and I just need to leave. It is hard for me to find a job other than at the club and since I have real breasts it's now getting hard to find a job there... ugh!
I wish I knew someone in Vegas...
HELP!
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darkmrfripperton:
Hug, you are an awesome, beautiful woman who can do anything she wants! 
luther:
seriously. do what you want to do. Go for cosmetology school- if it doesn't work out, there's no reason you can't join the Air Force later, right? And at least you will have tried. Be strong! Kick ass!