Thursday: *blink*
Yeah, I got nuttin'. Life has been exceptionally uneventful for the past few days. Nothing exciting, nothing tragic....but I guess no news is good news, right?
Hopefully I'll have a fun weekend and good journal material will come of it.
I feel...puzzled today. A lot of stuff going on in my head. 2005, I think, is going to be a pivotal year for me. I mean, I have issues with making firm decisions about anything...from which jeans to buy to whom to date to what career path to choose. Most of the time I need to make sure I have the option of changing my mind before I settle on anything. But I can't go on like that forever...I have to grow up and make solid, firm, supported choices. And not be afraid of them. And not want to back out at the last minute. Really - what am I afraid of? I have the ability to make any situation a positive one, I know this already. So why not just dive in head first, you know?
I get distracted from my truths so easily.
The world is in the condition it is in because of you, and the choices you have madeor failed to make. (Not to decide is to decide.) The Earth is in the shape its in because of you, and the choices you have madeor failed to make. Your own life is the way it is because of you, and the choices you have madeor failed to make.
There are no shoulds or shouldnts in this world. Do what you want to do. Do what reflects you, what represents you as a grander version of your Self. If you want to feel bad, feel bad. But judge not, and neither condemn, for you know not why a thing occurs, nor to what end. And remember you this: that which you condemn will condemn you, and that which you judge, you will one day become. Rather, seek to change those thingsor support others who are changing those thingswhich no longer reflect your highest sense of Who You Are.
Know and understand that there will be challenges and difficult times. Dont try to avoid them. Welcome them. Gratefully.
So you want your life to take off? Begin at once to imagine it the way you want it to beand move into that. Check every thought, word, and action that does not fall into harmony with that. Move away from those.
Your Life proceeds out of your intentions for it.
EDIT for PERHAPSEVIL: Shadow of the Day: Samoa Silk
Yeah, I got nuttin'. Life has been exceptionally uneventful for the past few days. Nothing exciting, nothing tragic....but I guess no news is good news, right?
Hopefully I'll have a fun weekend and good journal material will come of it.
I feel...puzzled today. A lot of stuff going on in my head. 2005, I think, is going to be a pivotal year for me. I mean, I have issues with making firm decisions about anything...from which jeans to buy to whom to date to what career path to choose. Most of the time I need to make sure I have the option of changing my mind before I settle on anything. But I can't go on like that forever...I have to grow up and make solid, firm, supported choices. And not be afraid of them. And not want to back out at the last minute. Really - what am I afraid of? I have the ability to make any situation a positive one, I know this already. So why not just dive in head first, you know?
I get distracted from my truths so easily.
The world is in the condition it is in because of you, and the choices you have madeor failed to make. (Not to decide is to decide.) The Earth is in the shape its in because of you, and the choices you have madeor failed to make. Your own life is the way it is because of you, and the choices you have madeor failed to make.
There are no shoulds or shouldnts in this world. Do what you want to do. Do what reflects you, what represents you as a grander version of your Self. If you want to feel bad, feel bad. But judge not, and neither condemn, for you know not why a thing occurs, nor to what end. And remember you this: that which you condemn will condemn you, and that which you judge, you will one day become. Rather, seek to change those thingsor support others who are changing those thingswhich no longer reflect your highest sense of Who You Are.
Know and understand that there will be challenges and difficult times. Dont try to avoid them. Welcome them. Gratefully.
So you want your life to take off? Begin at once to imagine it the way you want it to beand move into that. Check every thought, word, and action that does not fall into harmony with that. Move away from those.
Your Life proceeds out of your intentions for it.
EDIT for PERHAPSEVIL: Shadow of the Day: Samoa Silk
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[Edited on Mar 03, 2005 9:28PM]
Pics soon, I promise! As soon as I learn my digital camera.