so... tonight i went to the southside skatepark 10 year video premier. all my friends showed up. i knew almost everyone, yet i felt like a lost child i didnt know what to do or say. i never go out to clubs. everyone was drinking. i just was "no way" as usual. boring night. i need to make some more screens for shirts but low on cash. i probably need to sell some ive made. hmmmm 