brkfstdagwood

it hurts man... it hurts. the kind of hurt that no amount of smileys is gonna make better...

boopy doopy doo

I don't rightly feel like writing a journal... does this make me lazy?

Interpol is coming to Orlando real soon. I'm getting my ticket in about.... 10 minutes. I can't wait for this. I've been at the edge of my seat about it for weeks.

"There is no sorrow like remembering times of happiness during times of misery..." -Dante's Inferno

Things are bad. The closest person to me in my life wants to die. I was there in the exact same place two years ago... and while I am the only one who can relate and I really really want to be there for her, she has isolated herself from everyone. The more I want to help, the more I get pushed away and it...
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What the hell is wrong with me? I'm the biggest fuck up I've ever seen. As I speak, everything that is imprortant in my life is being fucked in one way or another. All I can do about it at this point is sit here and whine about it and feel sorry for myself. I need a hug, fuck

Why is it so fucking hard to get a little LSD?!? Every time I arrange to get some, the cat bails on me. Damn. I might as well just make my own.... but I'll probably find a way to fry myself or blow myself up or sumfin. Damn.

Listen, smoking has it's benefits. Cigarettes I mean. No one ever talks about the benefits. It's allways been the awful shit that can happen to us. I want to go back to the days when smoking wasn't bad for you. Seriously, I heard that smoking seriously reduces the risk of jogging. I love that.

yeah, i did.

aaaaaaaaaahhhh, cartoon network.... the only thing that brings me joy in my evenings. I hate this anxiousness that i'm feeling. I suck at prioritizing, and I know I'm going to have a busy weekend. I can't get it straight in my head. I remember one thing, then forget another. I remember that, then forget the other. I also know this should be a FUN weekend...
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