brixton

so here's another little known fact about me. when excitted or nervous or angry i stutter. i started it when i was about 7....and looking back, it is the year my mother got married. she married into a very welathy old new england family. there waere all kinds of blue blood types at the weeding- vanderbilts, mellon's, the works.

i had only had my mom to myslef for 2 years. she moved to goeorgia the month after i was born, and my grandparents raised me. my mom only moved back when they died. i adored my mom, but at the time she as only a 20 year old girl. thts like me walking around with a five year old.

anyway....i stutter when im mad, and when im sad, and when i feel hurt.....essentially any extreme of emotion. its just a matter of me thinking way too fast for my mouth. i am ten sentences ahead in my brain, and my mouth just cant move that fast. i am very aware of it, and i hate it when it comes out and someone says, "hey, why do you stutter?" one of the things i hate the most. thank god all my boyfriends have found it to be an endearing quality.

anywho, on to a new topic. i get totally cool stuff in the mail today. i just....want it here NOW! i am way too impatient. also, these are in the mail to me. i am in love with them.


off to go jobhunting!!