brittymon

some new photos...
the spider one is sweet im so proud of it!

its been a very difficult week for me. mike just got back from Vermont, having left me with nothing so i was screwed money wise for quite some time. mikes gonna move back to Vermont because were we live is fucking hell and hes had enough. im struggling alot now n days. no internet. my phone was shut off for a while. nightmares about getting gangreen and going blind constantly disturb me. i hate to eat unless ive smoked bowl after bowl...and still i have a huge guilt about it. ive gotten alot closer to quitting carbs...witch will save years of my life if i can successfully

i love that smoke animation of Anthony
Anthony is the dude in most of these photos...hes an old friend of mine who became a closer friend for a little while... apparently his long distance open relationship girlfriend is way threatened by me. another being pulled away from me...
uh ive been so low and anxious...

talia the white dog is my favorite...and she was taken up north recently...ill miss her!

still no internet...and almost homeless...woo