brittymon

i uh...got a job. and im gonna live there. in Santa Monica. help this older man with his online book store and keep him company and stuff. he has a shit ton of book we have to go through and organize and photograph and sell. i should get enough money to not worry constantly about bills and medical shit i guess.
so i can keep my mind on creative projects he smokes weed too
his wife of 20 years just passed away 06 the year i died and came back to life, that whole kidney failure deal.
she was an artist. she has all kinds of fur coats and paintings. and a dress Betty Davis wore in some movie. i will have to look up witch movie she wears it in....
change.
i shouldn't be afraid of change. i need to let go.
one day i will be in a better place. i just have to reach out to get there. i admit i am afraid of change.
but i am obviously not letting it stop me...i just have to take a breath of air and pause.


~Brittany

i am gonna miss Simi Valley...