brittymon

Today was my old best friends birthday (shes my brothers feonsae ), shes in town so i went to see her and her family. took some photos.. my brothers birthday is very soon but he could not make it out here, hes been wanting me to visit him but im afraid to because i have no way to get medisen and almost no supplies to live as a shitty diabetic with the worst life ever... cant fucking leave this fucking room! no money no life no love no weed...
anyhow in my emptiness i created this to keep me occupied...and bring my chi... my art helps center me as Taylor put it.
ah well heres my new work... its of Issue_ in her new set... Abandoned
i was happy with how fast i completed this

i hate being in love with what i cant have... why cant i stop this stupid 'feeling' crap?
ahh well being like this, i guess inspires me or something? i yous to do alotta artworks when i was miserable... hm i guess it makes me have SOME purpose... besides inspiring guys in jacking off

fuck i need weed...