Tuesday Oct 07, 2008

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ive been horribly depressed lately.
i feel hopeless...
i feel off
i feel alone
i feel like im hungry but i cant eat
i feel trapped and lost at the same time.
i cant seem to eat without greens
my muscles all hert.

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that massige guy who sexually harassed me really mutilated my shoulder muscles...pain

why does everyone either ignores me or they wanna fuck me?fucking a.
not much in between these days. im annoyed. im not saying EVERYONE...but alot like people. um



mike sleeps. britty weeps.
theirs no awncers
no more lies
nothing to mind
gets his rest
he need it
i stay alive
for these reasons
he keeps me alive
with his depleting resources
retreating dreams and cluttered minds
"gods away on business"


i wanna shoot again sometime this year. but who knows...maybe not till 09
blackeyed

vintige:
oh honey, your are not alone....if you ever need to talk you can email me anytime to chat or to get stuff off your chest, keep your chin up beautiful!!!

xoxoxoxo
fluxcore:
wow, hun, I have been that down, I have felt d, it sucks but there is always a way up!
If ya need to talk please feel free, I am a good listener! Smile in knowing that you definatly are not alone!

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