brittymon

i think im in love with someone who is in love with someone elese....and hes hitchhikeing all the way to south america for her....to her. even though shes cheeted on him and is fucking some 26 year old....so i dono i feel like shit. i dont mean to be misrible all the time but serously what the fuck? i think hes crazy. but im crazy so whats my point? i think thats why i love him more in a way. oh damn. he was going to come see me tommrow but hes probly in mexico by now... i feel like just leaveing....i hate this fucking place so much now. i want to go to mexico....and goddamn i have no clue what to do....i want to just meet someone and have them kidnapp me forever. somewere better...were i can make art and smoke alotta pot ......thad be so nice. of core is this paradis i would have a beauiteful man romanceing me...but just enough...but not to much. no one like to be smuthered ha ha well i guess i just dont hah. im not yousto it...my dads trippin out he fucking pisses me off. sometimes i think im really gonna slep him....well i bitch slapped mom why not dad too? oh wait i kicked him in the face once? yeah i guess thats good enough....thats bastard punched me in the face(this way years ago) but that was my reaction...to kick him in the face.and i slapped mom because she says the MOST fucked up shit! so then she socked me in the left eye...didnt hert. but supprised me. so i was gonna kill her...i grabbed a blunt vase thing and i was gonna get her! she was in my house without permission and freaking out and screaming fucked up shit and steeling my shit! she stole my corset!....so i kicked her out n told her she was dead to me....shes such a crazy weardo.
and dads just a control freak drunker bastard whoms aloways seeking godly prasie! i dont care about anything but getting high and my brothers the same way. wooo go weed