i deleted my myspace. or tryed
so i deleted everything that had to do with me...because i wont be here much longer anyways...
id like to be anywere but here
feel anything but this
im surrounded by jelusy and lies...so many lies from everyone
ill never speek to that bastard again!
and so much for what i actually cared about...so much for that...im such a fuck up its unbelievable...
i just dont think
i never do
his mom said that was some sort of symptom...it makes cence...but i cant use it as an excuse
because i know ive aloways been worthless
hungry
low blood sugar
heh i dont care
i hope i die...sometimes...im just being depressed and irrational...dont take me seroulsy...
i know ill find someone who will love me for me...who will think more like me...heck maybe i should actually try older guys...i hear there more mature...
or maybe a nice woman...sexy and whatnot...sensitive...actually has emotions too...to relate too! uh...i dont know what i want...i just want...
so i deleted everything that had to do with me...because i wont be here much longer anyways...
id like to be anywere but here
feel anything but this
im surrounded by jelusy and lies...so many lies from everyone
ill never speek to that bastard again!
and so much for what i actually cared about...so much for that...im such a fuck up its unbelievable...
i just dont think
i never do
his mom said that was some sort of symptom...it makes cence...but i cant use it as an excuse
because i know ive aloways been worthless
hungry
low blood sugar
heh i dont care
i hope i die...sometimes...im just being depressed and irrational...dont take me seroulsy...
i know ill find someone who will love me for me...who will think more like me...heck maybe i should actually try older guys...i hear there more mature...
or maybe a nice woman...sexy and whatnot...sensitive...actually has emotions too...to relate too! uh...i dont know what i want...i just want...
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I'm lucky I found my soulmate when I was 16 and he lives in another country, but we did the long distance realtionship for 3 yrs and trust me it can be done. But I knew he was ment for me that's why it worked out.
And your art is beautiful just like you. Your going to do amazing things in life trust me. And if you ever need a break come to ontario your 19 so you can drink/gamble legally soooo just gamble away your worries like me lol.