i guess tommrow the first day i try doing porn. real porn. crazyness....have my morals really slipped that bad? nah. i still have plenty of limits.... 
i should go to sleep. but i cant sleep....i can never sleep!
i get so borde n lonely at night sometimes....like today sucked. but hopefully....ill get some actual money soon.
being a starveing artist and being diabedic really sucks sometimes....because serously. healthy food isnt cheep. nither is medisin. the anxzietys getting to me....and zanes not helping. hes doing the exact oppsite then what i feel like i need rite now...but i wont ask for help now. no more help from anyone if i can help it. ha! im leaning on everyone around me like a hammock on a summers day. and i hate it so much....
good thing i dont mind takeing what i feel like takeing. like from the goverment....damn the government...damn them so much. takeing my money... 
...sometimes its like comeing out of school...comeing into the real world....it feels like jumping off a train. getting stable without falling on your face or breaking your legs.... 
or getting completely train sick.....
i think i need another snap
i should go to sleep. but i cant sleep....i can never sleep!i get so borde n lonely at night sometimes....like today sucked. but hopefully....ill get some actual money soon.
being a starveing artist and being diabedic really sucks sometimes....because serously. healthy food isnt cheep. nither is medisin. the anxzietys getting to me....and zanes not helping. hes doing the exact oppsite then what i feel like i need rite now...but i wont ask for help now. no more help from anyone if i can help it. ha! im leaning on everyone around me like a hammock on a summers day. and i hate it so much....
good thing i dont mind takeing what i feel like takeing. like from the goverment....damn the government...damn them so much. takeing my money... ...sometimes its like comeing out of school...comeing into the real world....it feels like jumping off a train. getting stable without falling on your face or breaking your legs.... or getting completely train sick.....i think i need another snap
Is there no other way for you? It is something that, once done, cannot be taken back.
I like your art, which is strange because I don't usualy go for that abstract of material.
Except for the one you have titled as 'line drawing'......I do those all the time. I've never seen anyone else do one, and had to look at yours double because it looked so much like mine.
Is there a place in the world where people do those, or is it just some ultra-strange coincidence?
I guess I tend to hide things in most of my drawings though, just to see who will notice.......
I have a few posted in 'My Pics' folder....not many, I tend to give everything away......