so i saw god again when i was in the hospital.
and serously ive never been too speritual at all.... except this time it was a big black lady who just stroked my hair and put the most beautieful hair barett in my hair. it was like a crystal flower with teels blues and purples....i believe my mind was symboliseing that im going to be takein care of...anyways im happy!
a fucking happy person! i yousto be so depressing!...that was the disease though...not knowing for like 4 years...
serously! i know for finding all the four leaf clovers in the world never hellped my luck reeally...because you know what? all that shit that happend to me...all the bad...its so leveled out by good!
i mean i know ive been dead...and my mother really fucked up my childhood goood...and the diabeetees fucked up my teens pretty good....and me...
but serously...im so awsome
i just cant help but apreciate all of that shit rite now...
oh yeah...and i still have a job after being in the hospital for a week...woot!!
if your wondering...i was in major denile about being diabedic for some time now...and was really not doing a good job with that...thats why i became so ill....and i regret that! it was like food poison times 1000!!!!!!! i dont want that again! so im gonna eat healthy and exercise now....wow im gonna do good? really? yeah...i have to
i hope my next set get accepted! because i think this one is truely worthy....
and serously ive never been too speritual at all.... except this time it was a big black lady who just stroked my hair and put the most beautieful hair barett in my hair. it was like a crystal flower with teels blues and purples....i believe my mind was symboliseing that im going to be takein care of...anyways im happy!
a fucking happy person! i yousto be so depressing!...that was the disease though...not knowing for like 4 years...
serously! i know for finding all the four leaf clovers in the world never hellped my luck reeally...because you know what? all that shit that happend to me...all the bad...its so leveled out by good!
i mean i know ive been dead...and my mother really fucked up my childhood goood...and the diabeetees fucked up my teens pretty good....and me...
but serously...im so awsome
i just cant help but apreciate all of that shit rite now...
oh yeah...and i still have a job after being in the hospital for a week...woot!!
if your wondering...i was in major denile about being diabedic for some time now...and was really not doing a good job with that...thats why i became so ill....and i regret that! it was like food poison times 1000!!!!!!! i dont want that again! so im gonna eat healthy and exercise now....wow im gonna do good? really? yeah...i have to
i hope my next set get accepted! because i think this one is truely worthy....