Wanna see me smile?

so anyways....today was stupid. i totaully cut up my thumb on a piece of glass....while trying to smoke.i broke the hot poke! i broke it and stabbed my thumb really deep. That means no videogames!!! no yoshies island on supernentendo...awit herts like a bitch and i cant really use it. driveing was a bitch cuz of that. uh.... i had some food...gave myself two shots...only two so far today. cence i died ive been al,l type shitty diabedic...type one. so anyways ive loaded some more of my pictures. i hope you like. ive slipped some special pics into the batch, the ones i usuwally hide on my computer.
i fould out my friend had a black eye today, when i stopped in to try and fuck up her relationship with buttwhipe. i had seen him just early driveing another chicks car...driveing another chicks car means driveing the other chick as well...any ways shes rediclous saying its all good! that fucking pisses me off. i want that dick to go back to jail! he keeps hittin her...blah i guess ill mind my own business. and i do. i just...well its bothersome.
but what can i do....she doesnt listen to anybody but him....so like my mom...a big downward spiral of drugs and dissapointment.
and this is why i usuwally dont talk. it seems anything to do with my life is saddening. and i dont want to be sad. i feel happy
i want to feel good. i want to be loved and feel beautieful, like any other girl. thats why im here. and thats why you....your reading this bull. im sorry. ill just take more pictures and go on a grafeddiing mission now....that sounds like Fun!

so anyways....today was stupid. i totaully cut up my thumb on a piece of glass....while trying to smoke.i broke the hot poke! i broke it and stabbed my thumb really deep. That means no videogames!!! no yoshies island on supernentendo...awit herts like a bitch and i cant really use it. driveing was a bitch cuz of that. uh.... i had some food...gave myself two shots...only two so far today. cence i died ive been al,l type shitty diabedic...type one. so anyways ive loaded some more of my pictures. i hope you like. ive slipped some special pics into the batch, the ones i usuwally hide on my computer.
i fould out my friend had a black eye today, when i stopped in to try and fuck up her relationship with buttwhipe. i had seen him just early driveing another chicks car...driveing another chicks car means driveing the other chick as well...any ways shes rediclous saying its all good! that fucking pisses me off. i want that dick to go back to jail! he keeps hittin her...blah i guess ill mind my own business. and i do. i just...well its bothersome.
but what can i do....she doesnt listen to anybody but him....so like my mom...a big downward spiral of drugs and dissapointment.
and this is why i usuwally dont talk. it seems anything to do with my life is saddening. and i dont want to be sad. i feel happy