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so originally i started this photo album called the best of rejects witch is composed of my favorite pictures from all my crappy rejected sets were i myself am not half bad to look at. i have not finished loading that album yet seeing as i have made 11 sets. one set called "the computer nerd" was made just for fun and was never submitted....
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7zeentch:
0hai =]
junnie:
I think your photos are amazing. You have a depth and a grace as well as a silly side. Well done.
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so i tried to take a shooot with a photographer in the morning and he wouldnt move change angles and when is aw the pics later there what id call warm up photos not into the grove yet. serously didnt use any leading lines! he made me look like shit! didnt give me the time of day and really pissed me off. his photography sucked...
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jozsef:
You're not going to believe this but I loved you after twenty minutes and sent pictures of you and pictures you had taken to most of my friends. I have been studying human perception for longer than you have been alive and I know that you will see an ugly girl in the mirror if that's what you believe is there. That's how our minds are designed to work. It's not a perfect system but it usually gets the job done. You are a beauty but that doesn't even matter. You are a person and not an ornament. My mom wasn't so pretty when she got old but more people than ever loved her because of who she was. You are beautiful inside and out at this point. If you harm yourself it will hang over me like a black cloud for the rest of my life, and I only know you from a website.

I could have killed myself a million times when I was severely depressed and since I didn't do it, I discovered that depression passes and I now also know how to move it along pretty fast.

There are millions of shit photographers but only one of you, so removing yourself is the worst possible choice. When I finish my course I should have time to check out Dr. Steel and I've been looking forward to discussing him with you when I do. You had better be here. kiss

I look forward to hearing from you, dear. This crisis will pass. smile

shanni:
Firstly-ID BEAT! I have a huge girl crush on you to be honest

Secondly-dont feel like you want to die for aesthetic reason!!! ID what illness or whatever you have but i know a thing or two about wanting to die. Like 2 months ago i was committed for an alleged suicide attemp (i ODed on albuterol, in hopes that itd make me pass out because i couldnt stop thinking about negative, painful things). Before i was committed i was in bed for 3 weeks straight, not once leaving the house-i'd jsut cry all day and wait for him to text me. Pathetic. Im on Prozac and Trazadone now and honestly it hasnt helped one bit. And the sad truth is most of it was over a boy, who caused me to feel worse about myself than i EVER have-its still happening and is honestly getting worse every single day. I cant stop thinking about him-every little thing leads back to him and i feel like shit all the time and it sucks.

The one good thing that came from it though is that im trying to improve my self body image-i want to do SG. The diff is im waiting untill im comfortable with my body (in my case, having it in better shape). Excercising totally makes me feel 100% better-but i digresce.

i guess im just trying to say that i kinda know how you feel, and it really sucks so no, you arent annoying and honestly i cant blame you for complaining. love

Everyiobne says im beAUtiful etc such and such but when i see pics of myself, i see a monster. So idk how well it'll go when i actually begin to do shoots, but im not giving up. Its truth-noone loves me because i dont love myself yet

Thirdly-DONT KILL YOURSELF. KNow why??/ BEcause i dont even know you but im genuinely concerned and i want to get to know you-forrealzies. You seem like sucha cool girl-you are so sexy and adorable and i wanna take pics with you and of you! (i mean that in the most NOT creepy way lol).

I admit i really need someone to be there to pick me up when i hit rock bottom (and that happens alot) and i know u feel the same way and i damn sure want to be tehre for you. Seriously. I want you to hit me up as soon as you read this and tell me how ur feeling
love love kiss
-Shani
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medic0442:
Love the hair Britt .. your amazing
shanni:
like i saw these pics when i first stumbled across your profile and all i thought was "omg shes so sexy! i wanna beat!!"

and thats the 110% truth, no gassing it lol
-Shani
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i deleted like 6 albums of pictures. some old sets...some whatever...some animations. they were just going to wast anyways...so i guess there gone now. oh yeah i deleted all my art too. drawings paintings n all. from now on youll see what in my blog or if i decide ill make new folders of best of types of things...
i figured sg didnt want em...
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jozsef:
I think your stuff is brilliant, that's why I've saved a lot of it! smile
burbutex:
nice hair!
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mrs_hansolo:
your tattoo is just awesome and the pictures are great! can't wait for the new set!
schuldig:
I love the makeup! Did you do it? It's gorgeous!
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denie:
nobody know s where to buy them!
Everyone has found them or stole them
hahahah

thank you cutie
redvillain:
good to see you're still shooting
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liliuth:
your soooooooooooo prettty
ish369:
cool.. and you have a lovely smile
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so i took over 300 pics today and my computer decided to wig out and delete everything!!! so now im trying to retrieve everything... uh.
i finally got to take a bath. i missed getting to sit down. especially scene my feet are giving me so much trouble...ive fallen in the shower countless times scene i moved here.(my shower is shower only no bath) yeah...
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jozsef:
You described your computer situation to me a while ago and I concluded at that time that it was likely infected with viruses. They are almost impossible to avoid and I tried all this time to think of some way I could help from here, but I can only offer information. You need to save your files somewhere, like a CD, DVD or USB key and then wipe the hard drive. After that you can install Windows and all your programs again.

Mine is running like crap too and I will have to do the same thing soon. Lucky for me I have extra computers and if I lived where you are, I would give you one as my contribution to art. smile

I'm sure a beautiful and exciting young lady like you can find young men eager to help if you need it. (I don't know if you're a computer expert.)
jozsef:
I was thinking there might be someone like a nervous and shy 15 year old geeky boy who's parents you might know! smile

It's so normal for me and my friends to help other people with their computers and other things that I forget how crude some people can be. frown

I'm switching to my Mac gradually as I get to know it because of the virus problem and also because it's just better. I wish I could afford a new one! There is good imaging software for Macs but you might have to switch programs if there isn't a Mac version of what you are using now. Photoshop is the king, of course, but there's Photoshop Elements which is far from basic, and Aperture 2 from Apple that I haven't tried yet.

Many times lost files can be recovered, so don't give up until you are sure there is no hope at all. kiss
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i like brain freeze. its better then sheer brain pain. robot
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mattilda:
i love your eyes!
love
cute cute!

kisses beautiful
kiss
heroine:
Thank you so much for your nice comment on Kelsie's set, I know it's been a while but I still think that thanks is appropriate. I shot it and I love it when people appreciate what I do! kiss
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man i keep seeing more n more women quitting the sight as well as joining it. sad...
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schuldig:
Just how things are, people come and go onto here hon. kiss love
twelve:
It seems like a lot of old members have been leaving, but it has seemed like that since i joined, so I dunno.
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...i tried to post some music but i cant get it to work.
schuldig:
Woh? eeek
fluxcore:
Reiki i a way of balancing the bodies natural energies and aligning the 7chakra's .....i think I spelled it correct ...I can't explain it well...google it see what you think
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im sick n tired of being sick n tired
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fluxcore:
Hey thanx so much those are great ideas, I am gonna have to look into that, I still got 2 weeks to pull something together! lol at least at 2 they should be relatively easy to impress just balloons and I will be on the road to success in my babies eyes!

When I am sick and tired of being sick and tired it may sound silly but I go for a Reiki treatmnt!
meow:
Thanks for the comment on my Lunch Lady set! kiss

miao!!