I feel like I'm stuck in a hole & can't get out. WHat have I become? What have I turned into? It's like I've fought so hard to hide from the depressions t6hat I've let the fight drag me into its hidden world of self destruction. I've forgotten about school & any other ambitions I've had for my life. They got clammered in with all the feeling that I've been pushing back so hard in my head. And it's feeling more and more like they'll be buried there until the end of time. Someone shakek me and wake me from this hole. They've taken away the adderall, so where else am I supposed to turn for any motivation what so ever to do anything with my life? I's there even hope for me? I know there is only because I've known it in the past. I hold on to that hoping that someday I'll actually have the guts to stand up and make it all a reality.
likwid_todd:
there's always hope.