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Birthday bash in 2 more days...*STOKED* yay!!! i can't wait...an old school acquaintance from Houston is driving down for it too...that's too cool for school! hehe...i wish everyone lived near me so they could get drunk with me....i'll have a drink for each and every one of you! Big thanks to my boy Roland for being such an amazing dude.

Soooooo....anyway...christmas is right around the corner i still have sooooo many loved ones to buy for...sux the cack! Bless my Foley's card and red apple sales with extra coupons....i love it, i love it , i love it.

So...dear Anthony...i told you i didn't have any of my poems on this journal...so i'll post one here just for you i wrote this a while back...it's called...

Heartache

i see through....
the darkness that you hide....
your faulty endeavors....
the actions you commit guiltlessly...
without hesitation you terrify me with lies...
alarming to the unfamiliar...
but i know the reason why...
your heart aches because it's severed...
as you grieve alone inside...
nestled in the insecurities...
The unloved child I find...
i will shower stability...
ending all of the suffering...
there's no need for animosity...
when you have stars put in your eyes...

Alright...i'm ecstatic about all the new photosets...a new Mary and Aya set.... oh my gahhh they're both too hot too trot....damn...her body is amazing....what a lucky, lucky girl...hehe


Well kiddies....i'm off to have erotic dreams of monster boys....so look out for pics of the drunken festivities i'll be posting soon....and HappyGrl, TuTone, rawhed, and TexaSguy...i'll be looking forward to sassing you up...hehehe

oh yeah...and feel free to spoil me...i won't try and stop you! the treasure chest