brite_red_scream

i felt kinda shitty today...i think i had too much time to myself which in return gave me too much time to think about a lot of things. It's been like a year now since i ended my last relationship and i started thinking about how things were when i was in one...and the things i missed about it. It sucks to experience love and for you to lose that feeling. I miss having those "butterflies" in my stomach like i get when i first fall in love with someone. i'm making myself sick talking about this crap...so anyway.... Today i'm going to the river can't wait!!! I can Hear the beer calling my name already mmmm....a nice cold beer on a hot, hot day....my lips are quivering just thinking about it There's a whole bunch of us from work that will be floating on the Comal alllllllll day.... that lil dude Philip is going to be there too unfortunately...he already asked if we could share a tube uhh...no...i don't think so. Let's hope for his sake he doesn't aggrevate me too much after i start drinking :blackeye: cause then i'm going to have to sass him up and believe me i can cause i'm SASSPIRELLA. Let's hope i get a nice lil tan cause my skin is looking pale these days and it's pretty sad when i'm hispanic and there's all these white girls that are darker then me. I bought a bad ass lil pirate bikini so i can't wait to wear it i'll post all the drunken misbehavior tomorrow