brite

not even merely 24 hours later.. My house is empty.. He got his parents to come pick up his stuff..

He wasn't even here.. Only me alone to withness the split of our stuff..

I walked 46 minute last night/morning at 04:15 to get to his house and talk.. but nothing..He didn't say a word..He sat far away from me..He was so cold.. Lover what happend..why? ..He let his mom talk for him they do that at his house..I tried to make a offer a last sacrifice to save us.. But he couldn't have cared less..

His mom talked to when she was here to pick up the stuff.. ..She does not see this getting better.. I have lost him.. NOOO I cannot even start to begin how by brain reacts to that.. I have to wait, not call him and hope he'll come back..

please lover..come back..hold me love me
Guys.. I cannot cope.. I cannot take this.. This is to fast to sudden..My whole core is broken and smashed to pieces..
This is not happening.. My mind cant stop screaming grinding and hurting.. My stomach is weird I havent eaten all day.. Only coffee and nicotine..



Lover how could you? What went wrong why didn't you tell me..we could have fixed it ..WHY!!!!
Why do you love some one else..why..
Give me one more chance..give us one more chance