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Disentigration -The Cure


Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless
Kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the
Velvety up tight against the side of me and
Mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in
Thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it
Starts the need to just let go my party piece
Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss
Before i feed the stench of a love for a younger
Meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts
In deep the holding up on bended knees the
Addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts
The need to just let go my party piece

But i never said i would stay to the end so i
Leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
Screaming me over and over and over i leave
You with photographs pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
When we both us knew how the ending would
Be...

So it's all come back round to breaking apart
Again breking apart like i'm made up of glass
Again making it up behind my back again
Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
Holding it up behind my head again cut in deep
To the heart of the bone again round and round
And round and it's coming apart again over and
Over and over

Now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces
I'll Pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone
Crying for sympathy
crocodile cry for the love of the crowd and the three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky through the glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth
Through the mouth of your eye through the eye
Of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to
heaven than ever feel whole again

I never said i would stay to the end i knew
I would leave you with babies and everything
Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
Screaming me over and over and over i leave
You with photographs pictues of trickery
Stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams when
both of us knew how the end always is...

how the end always is...


I love this damn song. The other day I was driving in my car, and I had this song on really really loud. This guy pulls up, and starts screaming at me, and I couldnt figure out why, so I turned my music down thinking I was gonna have to kill someone for yelling at me, but he had the same cd on, just a different song. It was too weird. Never had that kind of experience before. On another note..... Kind of a bad one....... My friend got shot and I was with him. The guys that shot him didn't shoot me, they just held the gun to my face and said "sorry". WTF? Luckily they only shot him in the leg. I guess it was just a "warning" or what not. So we called 911, had to fill out a report, the guy that draws people came in, and I had to describe what everyone looked like. I dont know why they didn't shoot me. I guess they thought I was going to freak out when they put the gun to my face, but I didn't. I was just like . Was that wrong of me to not care if they shot me or not? If someone is going to pull their strap out on me, then they better use it, because now, I am the only witness who had a really good look at them. I remember how each of them looked down to the bone. So Their gonna get caught. It just puts me in a more stressful position. I'm stressed out more than ever and this will probably continue for a while..........
Gimme kissess....