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brisuscheez

Dallas, TX

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Thursday Dec 10, 2009

Dec 10, 2009
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So my job has cut my hours over the holiday (between Thanksgiving and Christmas) which sucks cause I'm not making any money, I know I can probably get a holiday job somewhere (CVS is hiring!), but I don't really want to go through training and W2's and such... maybe I'll try it anyway. I have to work more than 9 hours over two weeks. frown

Besides I've been planning to take a trip to Toronto in the spring and I need some more money to do that, and I really want to try to re-arrange a trip to OH I had to delay this December, and I want to go back out to CA to work this summer... Needless to say there's a lot of thing I want to do that require money.

However it has allowed me to:

1) Get my car inspected and registered
2) Bake gingerbread families and eat them (insert evil laughter here, I take a real sick delight in creating beings out of dough and then eating their heads...)
3) Download the "Law and Order" gavel sound and annoy people with it.

What should I be doing?
1) Making presents for my cousin's babies like I promised
2) Writing the 3 plays I have started
3) Writing the children's story I have started
4) Contacting professors about finishing my degree/getting a job
5) Write two academic articles I have started
6) Refinancing my mortgage

Instead I'm being lazy and desiring twinkle lights to hang all about my apartment in a winter fantasy! *sigh* I love sleep. biggrin But sometimes I hate being an adult and all on my own. frown

I just realized I haven't posted anything about my trip to Pittsburgh - but it was really boring! I mostly just took over for my sister in taking care of my mom and her dog. Although we do go out one night to Shadyside and drank with her gay friends. smile They thought my jacket made me look adorable and I sing "Footloose" songs well. smile I was pretty busy most of the other times with boring family stuff.

I don't know I'm just feeling an overwhelming sense of ennui lately. I need to get out and volunteer somewhere I think, like at an animal shelter or a hospital. And sometimes I feel really yucky, which I admit is due to not really taking all that good of care of myself. (SPOILERED for medical complaining)

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


I'm having lady problems, headaches, a reoccurrence of my old car crash injuries, knee woes, just a general feeling of crappyness, but not like the flu - more like a million tiny read hot knives stabbing me all over. Plus I feel like I've gained a lot of weight recently which is bumming me out and causing me to rethink this whole "hopeful" thing. On the one hand I think "Well, isn't it all about being different? And my face and proportions are pretty cute!" and on the other hand I think of the logical business model which dictates I will probably never have a set bought because I'm pretty shy and I don't really look like anyone in MR or anyone who has had a set bought recently. I don't want to be apologetic for who I am and what I look like, but I also realize the business aspect of everything.



Anyway, enough with all the whining. Maybe this post will remind me to get some stuff done. smile

Hope all is well with you and you are all staying safe and warm!

December 14th = "View From the Bridge" and then December 15th = Pink Hair! smile I did a test patch today and even though I'm not platinum I think it'll look cute. biggrin

ETA: How many times will I play a mom this year? Apparently not enough! Here's my costume as Beatrice (the mom in "View From the Bridge")



doctor_hu:
Aw! *hugs* Sorry to hear about the knee problems and car crash recurrence and... well, the whole grocery list, really. frown And the hours cut on top of it. I'm hugging the monitor and trying to send positive vibes your way. Enjoy your gingerbread! And annoy as many people as possible with the L&O sound. That sound's too good not to use every few minutes or so.
Dec 10, 2009
doctor_hu:
You don't have to feel bad about it. I got you presents because you're cool and I love ya -- not because I need anything back. kiss
Dec 11, 2009

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