So... Crankypants continues...
I'm really not abusively or outwardly cranky I'm just troubled at some things going on right now.
1. My AC broke - it's going to cost at LEAST $100 to get it fixed that I don't have (especially since my hours got cut from 40 to 12.
) I'm already late on two other I must pay $100 bills... so this don't help none. GRAH! I've got two bachelor's degrees and two master's, someone please hire me to do stuff so I can pay my bills!
2. I have to drive into Richmond next weekend, which I want to do because it's for 2 (possibly 3...) sets for SG, I'm just a bad driver and I'm scared! I'm trying to buck up my confidence but all I really want it someone to drive me!
3. I had scheduled a shoot Nov. 19 (bought all my bus tickets, hotels, etc.) it's with a really great photographer (I'M SO EXCITED! But I don't want to give away too much because I'm not sure if I'm going to submit it here, just cause I think this person is awesome and I'm not as awesome) - AND NOW I FIND OUT "Measure 4 Measure" is on that same weekend, I want to do both! Is it rude to reschedule? Will they be offended? Eep. I'm scared. But I also don't think I'm going to even get cast - so this may be a non-issue...
4. I sucked at my opera audition. When I get nervous I lose a lot of my support. Never ever while performing, but ALOT during auditions. So I think I did crap. I think I'm not going to get cast. My pitch and tone are great, my failing to sing phrases all the way through - ugh, bummer.
ARGH! I think God is like a drunken frat boy toying with my emotions:
"Okay, so she got her car fixed, now let's break her AC! *giggle* Dude, dude, be cool, she's coming over here, act natural... Hey... babe... Got something for you... HAHA! OWNED! Yes! That was sweet, man."
F.U. God and all your fraternity brothers. You're mean.
I'm really not abusively or outwardly cranky I'm just troubled at some things going on right now.
1. My AC broke - it's going to cost at LEAST $100 to get it fixed that I don't have (especially since my hours got cut from 40 to 12.
) I'm already late on two other I must pay $100 bills... so this don't help none. GRAH! I've got two bachelor's degrees and two master's, someone please hire me to do stuff so I can pay my bills!2. I have to drive into Richmond next weekend, which I want to do because it's for 2 (possibly 3...) sets for SG, I'm just a bad driver and I'm scared!
I'm trying to buck up my confidence but all I really want it someone to drive me!3. I had scheduled a shoot Nov. 19 (bought all my bus tickets, hotels, etc.) it's with a really great photographer (I'M SO EXCITED! But I don't want to give away too much because I'm not sure if I'm going to submit it here, just cause I think this person is awesome and I'm not as awesome) - AND NOW I FIND OUT "Measure 4 Measure" is on that same weekend, I want to do both! Is it rude to reschedule? Will they be offended? Eep. I'm scared.
But I also don't think I'm going to even get cast - so this may be a non-issue...4. I sucked at my opera audition. When I get nervous I lose a lot of my support. Never ever while performing, but ALOT during auditions. So I think I did crap. I think I'm not going to get cast. My pitch and tone are great, my failing to sing phrases all the way through - ugh, bummer.
ARGH! I think God is like a drunken frat boy toying with my emotions:
"Okay, so she got her car fixed, now let's break her AC! *giggle* Dude, dude, be cool, she's coming over here, act natural... Hey... babe... Got something for you... HAHA! OWNED! Yes! That was sweet, man."
F.U. God and all your fraternity brothers. You're mean.
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doctor_hu:
God doesn't play dice with the universe, but he does play beer pong with Shiva.
user573925:
When and where will you be in Richmond? 