*sigh* Is probably worrying about nothing.
But still - I'm pretty hurt by something just as cryptic as this blog.
I don't want to cause a scene, but I also don't want to not defend myself. But maybe I'm just being defensive?
Whatever... I'm going to sleep on it. And if they choose to have a bad opinion of me over nothing, then there's not much I can change it - even when they have transgressed much worse over my friendship...
UGH! I hate having these feelings.
ANYWAY, in a moment of goodness:
1) I wrote a new play.
2) I got done publicizing my old work being shown Sept 24-26th. *double
*3) I know that people who are my friends are kind and forgiving and understanding, and those who aren't I shouldn't really concern myself about.
Sorry for being so vaguey-vague, but something kinda just came up and I felt very stabbed in the heart over it, but the initial stabbing was so vague to me, I'm not sure if I should even exacerbate the situation... ANYWAY (again) I'm just going to try to let it go and assume what was said wasn't about me.
When did my 30's turn into "second high school"? I suppose I should be more "I don't give a fuck!" but I do - especially when I think a lot of this attack is roundabout and silly.
*sigh* I have very tough skin - but only in some places. Like calluses. When someone says I'm a fat, ugly cow. Psh! I laugh at you! But when someone says I've never been a good friend, I DO get hurt because I know that's a lie. And really, I've always had nightmares about that. But I think at a certain point it becomes unavoidable and I need to toughen up and just be okay with who I am.
What about you?
Has anything like this happened to you?
ETA: Pics - another
part of my day - NEW UNDERWEAR! YAY! 
PS: I KNOW I shouldn't be wearing a gel bra - but honestly, this is the MOST comfy bra I have EVER worn!
And one of my perty face
