So going along with the whole "Frustration" that I have been experiencing lately, I've been having weird sex dreams... All I can figure out is that psychologically it means I have to accept parts of myself, male/female - quite frankly, I majored in psych an dI can't figure it all out. I think I'm just super hormonal to be honest.
A few nights ago I had a sex dream about some people that I know (oh yeah, I said "some people"
).
Then I had this weird one:
I had a dream that I was working for a grocery store marketing team. My job was to take certain items: tomatoes, sugar, lettuce, pretzels, and flowers, and make them into a special recipe for a special event that people would want to buy. I dipped the tomatoes in maple sugar and made a salad with the lettuce and pretzels. I suggested people to make this recipe for a baby shower. During my marketing presentation, it came out that I had been having sex with my boss. But I was not in love with my boss, I was having sex with him so that he could be more comfortable using butt plugs and happy about his fetishes before sleeping with someone he really likes, who we both work with.
Now this has never happened, I've never worked for a grocery store, I'm currently unemployed. I have a background in marketing, but aside from this one true thing, the rest of it was pretty much nonsense. My brain is so weird!
I, too, am also weird:
I wish I had/knew photoshop so I can make little things of flame and smoke rising from the side of my head and the hair dryer.
Sometimes I just like to play with makeup in weird ways and distract myself a little.
UGH! I need to get back on track! I need to be productive!
However, I have to go home for a couple of weeks for my sister's birthday/Easter, and for better or worse, nothing really gets done at home. Mostly I just hear about how bad I look and how little I have accomplished. *sigh* Anyone want to trade families?
A few nights ago I had a sex dream about some people that I know (oh yeah, I said "some people"

Then I had this weird one:
I had a dream that I was working for a grocery store marketing team. My job was to take certain items: tomatoes, sugar, lettuce, pretzels, and flowers, and make them into a special recipe for a special event that people would want to buy. I dipped the tomatoes in maple sugar and made a salad with the lettuce and pretzels. I suggested people to make this recipe for a baby shower. During my marketing presentation, it came out that I had been having sex with my boss. But I was not in love with my boss, I was having sex with him so that he could be more comfortable using butt plugs and happy about his fetishes before sleeping with someone he really likes, who we both work with.
Now this has never happened, I've never worked for a grocery store, I'm currently unemployed. I have a background in marketing, but aside from this one true thing, the rest of it was pretty much nonsense. My brain is so weird!
I, too, am also weird:

I wish I had/knew photoshop so I can make little things of flame and smoke rising from the side of my head and the hair dryer.

Sometimes I just like to play with makeup in weird ways and distract myself a little.
UGH! I need to get back on track! I need to be productive!
However, I have to go home for a couple of weeks for my sister's birthday/Easter, and for better or worse, nothing really gets done at home. Mostly I just hear about how bad I look and how little I have accomplished. *sigh* Anyone want to trade families?