I don't know what it is about C'ville but it brings out the worst in me I think.
AND I had such the nicest most lovely time in NYC:
I had the world's best falafel in the village: $6
I got my ear piercings changed out by the nicest lady: $10
I got my special face cream: $30
I got to see my friends Ly and Serene: Priceless!
I don't know about the job interview yet, it will take them 2-3 weeks, but I'm very excited about it and hope it will all work out.
I'm angry at C'ville because:
1) I only made $91 this paycheck (because I was out in CA - so this is my fault, but I can still be angry about it!)
2) Bills and mail are horrible here.
3) Traffic is horrible here.
4) People drive awfully here.
5) Football season.
6) UVA (duh.)
7) I have to live here while my mom is sick in Pittsburgh
I'm just frustrated because whenever I get away from C'ville I have the nicest time -in CA I loved it, in NYC I loved it, in DC I loved it. Not that I don't love the people here, but I make $0 and I can't make ends meet. I just can't. It's frustrating and it angers me to have gone through so much and not be able to make a living.
Sorry for the venting. I need to go to the gym now and burn off this internal turmoil, it won't change anything but it will exhaust me and make me feel better in a positive manner.
Everyone thank you so much for your prayers and well wishes to my mom and for my job, I'll keep you posted on both accounts!
XOXO
B, despite all her rage is still just a rat in a cage and that cage is C'ville... alas.
AND I had such the nicest most lovely time in NYC:
I had the world's best falafel in the village: $6
I got my ear piercings changed out by the nicest lady: $10
I got my special face cream: $30
I got to see my friends Ly and Serene: Priceless!
I don't know about the job interview yet, it will take them 2-3 weeks, but I'm very excited about it and hope it will all work out.
I'm angry at C'ville because:
1) I only made $91 this paycheck (because I was out in CA - so this is my fault, but I can still be angry about it!)
2) Bills and mail are horrible here.
3) Traffic is horrible here.
4) People drive awfully here.
5) Football season.
6) UVA (duh.)
7) I have to live here while my mom is sick in Pittsburgh
I'm just frustrated because whenever I get away from C'ville I have the nicest time -in CA I loved it, in NYC I loved it, in DC I loved it. Not that I don't love the people here, but I make $0 and I can't make ends meet. I just can't. It's frustrating and it angers me to have gone through so much and not be able to make a living.
Sorry for the venting. I need to go to the gym now and burn off this internal turmoil, it won't change anything but it will exhaust me and make me feel better in a positive manner.
Everyone thank you so much for your prayers and well wishes to my mom and for my job, I'll keep you posted on both accounts!
XOXO
B, despite all her rage is still just a rat in a cage and that cage is C'ville... alas.