Hi beautiful community!!
I'm back FINALLY with a new homework!!!
So, for the series "Blogs that cringes me so bad" let's talk about WORK!
as a kid I always wanted to be a super gorgeous diva, one of my Idol was Jessica Rabbit.
I was 5 but I was sure that when I grew up I wanted to become like her...yes, I'm not like her so obviously something goes terribly wrong!
I discovered art and paintings.
you know in Italy we are full of beautiful antique churcs and I saw many frescoes and many ancient mosaics...so at 5 yo I changed my mind: I wanted to be an artist!
I sarted drawing everyday but...when I was 16 and I discover boys...and cigarettes and going out with friends...and so on, it was easier to believe in my "Diva's wish"
for all my life I swing to wanted to be an artist and the wish to become a real diva.
but, what about now?
I don't think I'm an "Artist" it's so a huge word, I'm a girl who like crafting stuffs, sculpture and paintings, but nothing more, the last time I earned some money from my art was 2 years ago!
And...I'm not a diva, because I feel like a diva sometimes, but i'm singing with my pijama on!
I did some jingle for the radio (the last was for windshield wipers) and I have my dudes Mad Museum, we have some live concerts every month but it's only the begining for us...but I feel old everytime.
I feel as my time to shine pass and now it's too late, fortunatly I shout this voice in my head everytime, but it's an hard feeling.
i think the part of working with music i like most it's that I'm a theacher.
because when i feel that's is too late for me i deeply know that for my guys it isn't!
and mabye I'll fail everything in my life, but i have my kids and everythime i realize that they start dreaming because of me, because of my lessions, it's the best gift the life give to me!
thanks for reading this <3
I love you all! @missy @rambo
